Why I never felt alone with the nature

I sat on a bench named the 'Nature'

I could listen to 3 distinct cockroaches, the chirps of an orchestra of crickets, the howls of a pack of dogs, the quirks of an army of frogs, the meows of clowders of cats, the beep-jeeb-trrrr of several different insects

I could listen to the plants on which water was dripping, and the sound of the wind, the ticking clock on my watch, and also the fainting distant sound

I could feel the pebbles beneath my feet, wind touching my face, light on the eyes warmth of my body, the pulse of my heart, and firmness of the sand.

All these together seem so busy communicating to me, I was too busy to even acknowledge all of them.

All were waiting for my attention, but I couldn't do them justice. All was lining in the queue which I was too busy to address. 

At that moment, I felt I was not alone at all, I was in the lap of nature

Alone is the one who feels it in the crowd. 

Rantings of an Agnostic

There is no God

If there was one she wouldn't allow us to fight in the name of religion

There is a God

If not, who else would have designed the intricacies of the universe

There is no God

If there was one he would have not given humans free will and allowed us to reach the top of food ladder

There is God

How else do I explain the beautiful sublimities happening in my life

There is no God

If there is one, why would be plagued by COVID, AIDS, or Caste?

There is God

What else explains the world and its beautiful creations

Maybe God is in us of all. She is too big to fit in statues and locked in temples

Maybe God is Infinite and yet minuscule 

But definitely, she is not a narrow idea or an algebra problem to be solved

He is just there, Maybe.